Everybody thinks that i am in a slack vocation. But then i seem to be as tired as anyone else. So much expectations and so much work. Sigh... i dun think i am slack at all. One day my mum just came to tell me why i seem so busy. Can't i stop doing something so i can have more rest. She told me to not go back to school or join outside band. So i dunno how i am suppose to break the alumni band thing to her. Think she will scream at me la.

Too much random thoughts in my mind. Why can't there just stop. How i wish things could be simpler.
Or maybe there should just end...
i think i am losing motivation in a lot of things. Maybe i am really over exhausting myself ba...