Weird isn't it? Life that is... Every second you proceed on in life you step one step closer to death. Pondering about life and death is bringing me not where closer to the meaning of life. But i just think that it is a very cool thing to know what death really is all about. What if u wake up after dying and see the buddha in front of you. All the devoted christians in the world are going to be so shock that they might not be able to take it. Haha. Perhaps you will not even feel that way anymore when u are dead.

For a moment today, i felt that i was closer to death than any other moment in my life. For a split second i felt nothing. Like everything in my life has been fulfilled and done. All the jigsaw puzzles are formed up and in place. Then i felt like.... thats all. For a moment i thought that i was going to die anytime. Sounds scary but there was a calmness to all that.

Wow. A whole lot of nonsense.