Sometime just feel missing this couple of days. Everytime i will feel like i haven done something for the day. But the fact is that i am always rushing here n there and settling things. So many things unsettled, my outstanding 3 driving lesson that has to be done b4 9th oct or my test will be cancelled. THe end of year chalet. What i wanna study at the end of the year (which night dip course). Been researching on everything including my uni course.... Argh frustrating, everything is so complicated once u step out of JC. Anyway thats not the point. The point is i dunno what i am missing.

Even though i have been complaing about last week, this week seems equally if not worse but i think i got used to it. Got used to not being at home all the time except when i sleep.Even when i sleep i sleep in camp more than half the time during the week. Plus my parents went overseas even lesser time at home cause there is no one to tell me what to do. I think thats what i am missing, my family. But then again i think its not that, i dun feel the urge for them to come back or anything.

So what am i missing? hmm... i dunno. Just the empty feeling at the end of the day. Like u can be fulfilled with what u did for the day but then there is still something i haven done in the end. Maybe i just wish that sometimes the day doesn't end so fast. Then i can live those enjoyable moments more and also do more things.

Man... what am i doing with my life. I have no idea already, living everyday one day at a time just doesn't suit me. I needa plan my life. Something which i can't and i also dun have time to somehow. Always only thinking about the next moment when i have the free time. Just not enough time!!!!!!!

Someone tell me what i should do!!!! i think i know what i missed today le. But then the rest of the days i dunno... hai...